Hiatus for SOME important REASONS

oh yeah
i've been on hiatus for almost a week or two
if you guys still got no idea about it
well i have to give a buzz for you
this won't be great
but after reading it, i know you will also
feel what i am feeling right now

Nov. 11, 2008
an unexpected twist upon my peaceful life
happened
i was comfortably sleeping when a great terrifying nightmare
cause me to wake on my senses
i can barely hear and feel my heart beat
and it is on its fastest speed i've ever experience
well... since it was dawn
i decided to sleep again
but by the morning of the said date
the irregular rate of my heart beating
unstoppably continued
to my surprise i was left in vain
in some drastic thoughts one can ever thought
i was racing with my breath and i can't even grasp
a single second to stay calm
therefore without much thinking
i rushed to the ER
then by then, my CARDIOLOGIST
decided to confine me and done numerous lab test
to investigate this sudden occurrence
my MOM was almost shattered into
pieces since she's the only one
who is taking charge of me
i stayed for 3 days and two nights at the HOSPITAL
it wasn't that boring since
i chose the best room one can have
but the ambiance was not a relief at all
the doctors find out a MIND-WRECKING
reality... i got RHD
what the hell is that?
it's RHEUMATIC HEART DISEASE
and it was said that people having this kind of disease
won't live long before they reached 35 years of age
i was left in a total state of BLANKNESS
but i coped fast
i still can't believe it
but i know, my faith will bring me
to HEALING and i will live long

here's some of my selca moments at ER /HOSPITAL:




















from this moment onwards
i'll be taking medicine that will miraculously control
the beating of my heart
and i will undergo a 5 year treatment medication
to ensure my safety and HEALTH

above all this i am not afraid
GOD will always be by my side
that's a FACT!
for now i'll be soliciting prayers from you
hope you will include me in your prayers...
be healthy everyone!