just RANT

i need someone who can extricate me from the hell i'm on

i need someone retort my emptiness
i need someone who can furbish me
i need someone who can rebuke the upcoming damnation yet to be expreinced
am i that desperate to be happy?
or is it just a lust of my illusion?
am i going to be punished if i will try to compensate it all with all my will?
when will i find my true happiness?
can you answer these never-ending questions of mine?
or like others, you will turn your back
and never return to me again?
my search for happiness indeed has already started
but i'm already tired of searching
i don't want to wait as well
to wait in vain with nobody to expect
that's just too ridiculous
love is beyond the meaning comprehension
without much analysis, there's no way
you can understand it,
if you don't know love well
don't even think to try
you would not like to be left in
a four-cornered-room crying....
i don't believe that everybody should give it a shot...
don't despise all minute beginnings
for all huge ones came from it
if you don't want to be hurt badly like me
then keep your ass on your seat
and just live life the way you want it to be

Enrollment CHAOS

DAMN it!
i've been tiresomely WAITING
to be ENROLLED yet the stupid LOSER
procedures in making the SHITTY grades of ours
is so horrifically SLOW!
i've been waiting in vain for almost a week running two
yet... SAME outcome prevails by the END of the DAY
grrrr!
i so hate WAITING!
but still thanks for the LAMENESS!
that means more time for my DVD galore stuffs
and more SLEEPING heaven to experience!
but still i'm not in at ease!
damn SCHOOL!
damn management!
aigo!

A Fresh New Look

finally... finally!
so guys... how's the NEW look of my PAGE?
CRAPPY? oh well... i bet it is
anyways...
i've been loving my life since MONDAY
i just don't know the reason WHY
but i just DID
okay... so i've been missing yesterday
it was all because... i was damn tired
because lots of things occurred
INCLUDING me and my CRUSH having a sweet conversation in PERSON!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaah... i was like.. OMO!
surely ### got a nice VOICE!
and of course... my other crush got into trouble.. hahahaha
which have cause me into cracking up my tummy down...
but i do pity #### because all have been done
yet i did not bother to FEEL it
hahahahaha
anyways... i hope you guys are in GOOD health...
omo!!!
tomorrow's gonna be a BIG DAY!
if you know what i mean...